How much longer can I last

Each day that goes by I feel myself getting weaker. I lost my job on the 10th of September. I have a baby coming in about two months. I have no income and I keeping getting weaker, depressed, and less optimistic that I will see her born.

I have no desires really anymore. I just wish I felt better and wanted to eat more but on the other hand I just wish the last day would go and let me move to the next chapter.